Twas my nightmare upon this night.
I was terrified. Full of fright.
I remember dreaming.
Dreaming of bleeding
Dreaming of someone screaming.
I remember the hate
Of someone who was unhappy with fate.
My loss of words was all I could feel
The silence of the dark my heart did steal.
And I became as silent as the wind
Gazing upon my sin
I found this and grinned.
This that I had longed for.
That which was believed nevermore.
That which no one could call by name.
That which has no higher fame.
I stared with amazement and delight.
The thing I held without any fright
Just happened to be my very heart
beating not broken or apart
But full, my heart.
And so it was true that I could still care
But now the question did I still dare?

One tear drop
For one who's drifted far away.
Love songs have never bared the burden
And your heart bleeds on and on.

 

Can't you see your children dying
While you sit there judging me?
Oh please don't let the memory
Die so young.

 

God we're so scared
Without you by our side.
Please send an angel for a guide
Through this darkest night.

 

This death has brought a meaning to my life
But there's no one to share it with.
Can't someone hear me
Crying tears for a long lost soul?

 

Death lingers over
I can feel its breath so ice cold.
Oh heaven please exept this gift
We have all been dying to give.

Hush...
Hush now little baby
Mommy never heard your cries.
You're wasting every moan
She's muffled every sound.

So go to sleep now little baby
Evil will watch over you.
I'll hold you like she never could
And I'll never leave you like she would...
You are my final child.

I'll whisper in your ear
and tell you everything's alright
I'll wrong your every right
And blacken your every light.

I'll smother all your virtues.
I'll steal away your truth.
Tonight evil has you.
You are my final child.

Its raining blood again
I've poured over sins again.
Persecuted,
Fire and the brimstone
I will will never again
Be alone.

This earth
Has turned its back on me.
My heart,
Tastes of dust.
Bleeding
I hear the screaming.

The shadow of death
Has left its mark.
The race of man
Shall vanish in the dark
And all shall burn
But I
Never again...

They gotta believe you crawl in flames
Sometimes i'm waiting for fame alone
Never stop dreaming all is lost
Now i feel human all alone

 

Holding friends on the line
Start strong but crash in flames

 

I'll scream in a rainy day song
Wake up fast holding me like dancing
Trying once, gotta say anything
Sometimes friends watch me explode in flames

 

Believe in the road ahead
Its the road in flames

Medicate my need.
Slit my throat,
And watch me bleed.

 

Nothing simple in my taste.
How is it
You see right through my face?

 

Beware,
My soul rising
In the air.

 

Your grin,
Like a knife
Against my skin

 

Could it rain blood?
If it could
Than should it flood?

 

When you die can I laugh?
Cause now your dealing
With satans wrath.

Feeling
Me breathing.
World spinning round
I'm bound....
To the sound
Of your voice.

 

Now I can see
The poison in me.
I have found
My gleaming ground.
This bleeding sea
Is screaming....
In me.

 

Life's getting older
While death's getting colder.
Wishing I could cry
On a shoulder.
Failing my mind
Black coming...

Behind

A dark grip
Here on my newest
Death Trip.

All I wanted was to be stronger
But what doesn't kill me only makes life harder.
Take a bite,
The flesh,
A Crimson delight.
Midnight,
My Mourning,
An unimaginable pouring.
This Lonely life
Has taken from me.
My Torment,
My key,
To eternal mental Darkness.
Repressed,
Depressed,
Remembering you lies.
How can you forget me
When ill never forget you?

Haunted....
Hated....
Diseased within my head.
Did you mean to do this?
Well did you?

 

I see blood in your eyes.
Burrying me in your lies.

 

Hoping...
Wanting....
Change never comes to those you wait.
My hell is in my life.
I promise I'll Try.

 

I see hell on the rise.
It has taken me by surprise.

My dreams are dark.
A spark
Of light has shown.
Take it all
And fall
Into the abyss.

 

I'm trapped so lonely.
Torture and agony
Together at once.
Tear me apart.
In my heart
Is where you still lay.

 

Oh God help me
To be free.
I need so bad.
Afraid of beneath the shadow.
Shallow eyes, dark and hollow
Staring back at me.

Screams...

They killed...

My dreams.

How could you

steal my life?

 

This day....

So dark...

So grey.

How could this

Be my end?

 

I'm stuck in this place.

Never gonna win this race.

No love to go around.

Why does life always hold bounds?

 

The things...

We break....

Shall never be the same.

The dawn...

Has broke...

Never again.

 

Our hearts are stone

And swallow

Everything.

Oh God no!!!

Pure as the night.
Remembering all that you've done.
Hauntings in the world have just begun.
Devoting your time to sins and crime.
You'll never kill me with your endless lies.

 

The Black is running down my face.
I feel this unforgiving hunger
To make them all pay.

 

Rapping at your door.
The sound of murder in the air.
I killed them all for love of you.
Settling my restless soul.
So I can rest my head.

 

I return to the place
Where I once lay.
I'm resting in peace at last.

I dare to believe in the life after this.
Slowly walking away
From what's been handed to me.
Building up the strength to breathe again.
Another moment will not awaken me.
I deny everything...

 

Darkness is raging on.
Release your life
And believe your lies.
Stripped of my imprisoned mind.
I need you to get through today.
But I deny everything...

 

Fear in shadows.
Reap your loves of lives they've lost.
Crucify their thoughts and dreams.
Hollow in days to come.
Believe in the conflicting meaning of life.
And deny everything...

Sick of the same old thing...
Beating the laughter out of me...
I am your own child...
How can you do this?

 

Do you know what you're doing to me?
What more do you ask of me?
Why are you taking my heart away?
I don't even know you.

 

WHY!?!?
Is this something you need to do?
I'm not a rag doll to throw around.
I'm a helpless child hiding from you.

 

You're just running from what you really are!
You're just a heartless coward!

Hello to all who read this. I realize that I haven't been adding poetry as often as I use to and I appologise for that but you know with school and everything its kinda hard to have time for anything else. While thinking I came up with poems having to do with horrible things that can happen to kids. None of things have happened to me so I can't fully describe how bad these things are, I can only try to imagine what these things can do to someone. This first one is about rape. I do not mean to offend anyone by this, I am only trying to show people how much bad there is in this world but no matter how much bad there is here, there will always be more good.

 

[Verse]
Here I sit all alone.
Torn away from home.
He wanted to be my friend.
He asked me to give him my hand.

 

[Chorus]
Hush little baby don't you cry
Or your mommy's gonna die.
Do this for me
And I shall set you free.

 

[Verse]
He made me lie.
All I want is just to die.
He stole everything from me.
Why couldn't he just let me be?

 

[Chorus]
Hush little baby don't you cry
Or your daddy's gonna die.
Do this for me
And I shall set you free.

 

[Bridge]
He stole my life.
Tore me open with a knife.
Leave me all alone.
Just look at what he's done

 

[Chorus]
Hush little baby don't you cry
Or your mommy's gonna die.
Do this for me
And I shall set you free.

I look for you in my dreams.
I find you in every thought in my mind.
Closing my eyes and feel your every breath.
Open my eyes to find you gone again.

 

She is the very essence of my troubled mind.
Healing my sickened body,
Calming my restless soul.
Why is she so far away?

 

Anger raging through my veins.
Purity in her lighted self.
So many wars waiting to begin.
How could a love be so destined?

This is just another decision.
To live and to love
And to die loving something you'll never have.
Messages on the walls
Have crumbled to dust.

 

Sweet redemption is a star so far away.
Guarding yourself from all around.
The devil is laughing.
You sever your love from the other
While the love of another builds alone.

 

Another truth,
Just another leap of faith
into arms of the unknown.
Darkness is falling,
Can you feel the calling of the grave?

 

You won't be remember for all of your pain.
Give up now!
You're just another drop of sand.

An endless wonderland life.
A night bird crying in the sky,
Continuing its journey home.
The lingering same old sun,
Fading into the west.
We are only dust in the wind,
Blown across the sea.
Mountains forever young.
The final days of the earth
Dying fast.

 

The breath of the wind
Whispers across the land.
Wondering the mysteries of time
Until history tolls a new day.
Reach beyond your monotonous dreams.
The summer burning,
Autumn falling as the leaves.
A winter's breeze chilling the air,
And spring blooms a new life.
Nature's soothing, sweet lullabies.

 

Fading of loss into despair.
Our endless suffering will all end,
When all else ends as well.

Something errupts this night!
Deep in the shadows
I lie awake
Smothered by darkness.
I'm abandoned in my sorrow.
No more sympathy for this careless boy.
This is my compensation for my misconduct.

 

I can't escape the black halo
That lingers above.
Oh this fragile solitude...
That I can't escape
Corrupted and disturbed
In the flawless moonlight.

 

You cut my life just like a knife,
Now my wounds will always bleed.
Condemned eternally, I am
For my deluding and history.

Morning comes...
Oh the blessed sunlight.
My urge for the perfect day.
Waisted arrogance on protection.

 

Glory came with silver skies.
I'm craving this deep and true.
I'm merely the innocent boy
Nothing can break my inner peace.

 

I found comfort in my soul.
Why do they give me such warnings?
I have breathed through the surface of pitty
And tonight I'll quietly go to sleep.

 

Oh my days are so beloved.
My glory of days is so unreal.

[Verse]
Hearing whispers in the night.
An irresistable sence of fright.
Can you tell me what is wrong?

 

An uncontrolable disease.
I do whatever will appease...
This beast.

 

[Chorus]
Something shouts!
I look about!
Its only you in my head.
Because of you I can't sleep in my own bed.
You sicken me!
Jefry...

 

[Verse]
They say its a curse.
Or its several feelings to disperse.
There's no cure...

 

I'm cought up in my cries.
Your so terrifying I could die.
Goodbye...

 

[Chorus]
Something shouts!
I look about!
Its only you in my head.
Because of you I can't sleep in my own bed.
You sicken me!
Jefry...

 

[Bridge]
Screaming,
Its feeding,
Not leaving-
My head.
Deceived me,
Retrieving
The thoughts it sees.
Show me how to live.
Be my daddy...

 

[Chorus]
Something shouts!
I look about!
Its only you in my head.
Because of you I can't sleep in my own bed.
You sicken me!
Jefry...

What a divine fantasy land.
Every dream like a drop of sand.
Tumbling down the rabbit hole.
This land so perect so hard to swallow.

 

But then slips into pieces of typical tragedy
And all becomes a maddening calamity.
Hide, seek, deny it all.
From standing to kneeling to beggining to fall.

 

Choking on the poisons in life.
But here you win all the wars and end all strife.
Liberate your hypnotic mind
But you can't take what you find.

Falling ill angels
Pouring from the sky.
Spirits that walk the earth
Catching our every grief.
We walk in other's shadows
We are the shadows of the lost.
Sitting on your blackened throne.
The sad souls crying out to you.
This is a tale of terror told by many.
Your dark devotion
Poured into deadly potions.
Illusion of greater deeds shown to us.
Forgotten time passes us by.
Eternal sunshine lost in this tomb.
Forbidden stories of a better world.
Stuck in this cavern of doom.
A smell that reeks of death and gore.
This is a death after death
No life after death could possibly exist.

All my screaming
From your endless scheming
How's it feel?
I'm bleeding just for you.

 

My life has been reflected in wide eyes.
Should I spill my should to those who ask "why"?
I've been staring too long into the sky.

 

Going down in endless submission
Such a greedy sensation.
Blurred vision in my tunnel sight.

 

Taunting while I'm rotting infront of you.
Look into my eyes and tell me what you see.
Is for the greater good or for a lesser evil?
This is all just for you.

I know I haven't really been adding that many poems lately and I appologise for that. I've had a mental block for sometime now. But I just wanted to say that tomorrow I will be going out of town and will be spending most of time coming up with new ideas for poetry so I'll make sure I have something to put on here.

Thanks for your patience.

 

 

 

Dark Wish Clown